Lol why am I so fat?

I wonder if I can get anyone to actually follow through with diets I make up for myself. Like this one is called water, because all you consume is water. And I was thinking about one where you pick one healthy food every day and you can only eat that. I’ll stick with water for now, but I’ll do the other one soon. Summer is coming. lol

I still think about you more than I should, I still wonder what could have happened, I still wonder why nothing ever did. I still bet that things would have fallen into place, I still think of how much you changed me and all of the things we did. I still get texts hoping they’re from you, I still text you to make sure you think of me, I still wish we hung out more, and I still wish I could have been what you wanted. I still miss you. But I’m still happy where I am, and even still, I wouldn’t change much.